deemed ungovernable 
i chose to seek joy 
on the road, kerouac’s america 
hotel rooms with mellow yellow wallpaper
embracing anxiety
in my head, can’t get out of my head
bidding good night, travel well 
to my daddy, my dog, and my bestie
just been a little lowercase 
but ready to do the damn thing
cause I haven’t quite got
to the sixth level of Hell 
and I’d like to keep it that way.